I grab the knife in the back of my throat

Ill pull it out and give it a look

It's your blood that's on the blade

A piece of me decays

I never wanted you to fall out of my

Walls I built up in my mind

I trusted there was nothing in your eyes

But you got something in mine

Please don't tell me that "I'm worthless"

Is what I should be told after all

Cause I just might believe everything

After you broke it all

(x2)

When you don't talk to me

I'm questioning everything you've said

So you'll probably get over me

Before it even could be read

I'm just a secondhand opinion

Behind those beings halfway dead

Reconciling our lack of change

So you can keep on unscrewing my head

I'll put my hand into the acid

So you can say I was a victim

Of everything you said you couldn't change

But really I think you deflected all the blame

I still can't trust myself

To defend against your lack of help

I want you way too much

But I'm afraid of being choked out

You know things are fucked up

You know things are fucked up