I sacrificed for my accomplishments let’s put em on a shelf

They ain’t gon move the way you do one thing that’s certain is myself

Fuck around and drop a album manifested what I felt

This ain’t no luck of a draw I played the hand I was dealt

I lost count how many times that I looked death in the eyes

Was off them pills that shit the devil you just waiting to die

Have a heart to heart with god like why the fuck I’m alive?

I talk a lot about money but you can’t buy back a life

I put pain into my music leave them goofies behind

If it ain’t love then I don’t want it you all wasting my time

They ain’t got shit to lose to wonder why they worried about mine

At my lowest couldn’t catch me asking y’all for a dime

I met this demon face to face she had these pretty brown eyes

Look in the mirror everyday she look like me but disguised

You don’t realize til you living how you had to survive

I be trynna wrap my ones but Imma take it and strive

Broken on my ways need fixing

Talk too much you need to listen

Usually don’t stay too long

Usually be on my own

Usually don’t stay too long

Usually be on my own

Usually yeah

Usually

Don’t try to interrupt me now just let me finish my sentence

Met a boy who broke my heart I swear that shit was a blessing

Pay attention they intentions they not always authentic

But fuck an explanation either way they ain’t gon confess it

I gotta see it for myself I don’t believe the words they telling me

Got caught up in my feelings trynna bring out who you really be

So watch who closest to you they be turning into enemies

No news to me can’t help you once you gone forever if you leave

Fuck the validation don’t believe in explaining

Used to be posted up on the steps when it was cold while it’s raining

I care less about your life cause I was hardly stay faded

Prayer for better days and now they tappin into my cadence

If I want it I go get it hard for me to be patient

Sometimes it’s hard for me accepting all the time that I wasted

I stayed loyal through the storm so how you go and betray me

I got blessings where I’m from but fuck it I wouldn’t trade it

Broken on my ways need fixing

Talk too much you need to listen

Usually don’t stay too long

Usually be on my own

Usually don’t stay too long

Usually be on my own

Usually yeah

Usually