I can not cry

Can I not cry

[Verse 1]

Now let me tell you bout a game motherfucker brain pain age range started young

Snotty nose on the run smart mouth got rocked to the nod just to learn I was done

Food stamps got jacked hanging out at the back of my ?Lee Duns? and the brains got rung

Growing up watching homies throw it up in the year of 1990 to the one

And I never really had anybody to show me anything different I was a bastard son

Sayin that they had me down racks of the salvation army laughed at by your pastors son

Deep downs, heartbreaks, never had gods sake they just came from believin they won

I was ignoring the fact my heart was tore up and black and cracked half to eclipse the sun

At the age of my innocence

Flip another page to the rage of significance

Journey with the Loco I can show you what horrific is

Put up in da trickle by the devil and better visions of vividness

Prison that they livin I'm forgiven omnipotent

Shutting up a kid throwin a demon in his body

Riding shotty doing everything he told me to do and learning all the evil he taught me protecting myself from evil coming through

[Chorus]

I can not cry

Cause the ducts ran dry for my pain that’ll never subside heaven why

Can I not cry

Cause the hell that I been through always getting men to die

I can not cry

Cause the ducts ran dry for my pain that'll never subside heaven why

Can I not cry

Cause the hell that I been through always getting men to die

[Verse 2]

Started seeing other side while the devil took a ride deep inside of a child and I cried

Knowin I will never ever be the same as before when I made a major wager for my life

So I took what was comin while I get a little motherfucker gunnin runnin tears from the eyes

And I knew that I could never shake a planet devil dammit so I manage by shuttin down to survive

The Grim Reaper flew through all my brothers and family like a thief in the night on a jack move

I went to so many funerals that I slept in my slacks, buttoned up with a tie and a black suit

Rigor mortis settled is in my body even though I was a Loco who was packed up in that too

Feelin like im trapped and I'm strapped to a maniac diggin in my back through my heart with a harpoon

Dark gloom has been known to consume when I’m in there meditating go irrate inside a dark room

Gotta start confiding in somebody with a ? cause my heart is steady sliding from my stomach boutta barf soon

If you never ever find a brother dead

And felt the effects of how ? inside of your head

? like a serial killer put a pillow over your face when youre tryna sleep inside of your bed

Then you dope and know ? that you red

Got a little taste when Im bracin it from the head

Follow me for a minute then hollar me need a med

Coulda filled the whole ocean from my many tears shed

From my baby little kids to homies, family spread

I seen many die put aside heaven why

From it all heppened my tear ducts ran dry

And it was like i evolvefd to where my eyes can't cry

[Chorus]

I can not cry

Cause the ducts ran dry for my pain that'll never subside heaven why

Can I not cry

Cause the hell that I been through always getting men to die

I can not cry

Cause the ducts ran dry for my pain that'll never subside heaven why

Can I not cry

Cause the hell that I been through always getting men to die

I can't cry

I can't cry-y

I can't cry

I-I can't cry

I can’t cry

I can’t cry-y

I can't cry

I-I can’t cry

I-I can't cry

[Chorus]

I can not cry

Cause the ducts ran dry for my pain that'll never subside heaven why

Can I not cry

Cause the hell that I been through always getting men to die

I can not cry

Cause the ducts ran dry for my pain that'll never subside heaven why

Can I not cry

Cause the hell that I been through always getting men to die