[Verse 1]

Stop trying to not care

Just stop caring about whether you care

I've been there

In my eyes you're still a dreamer

And I'm getting nearer

I can see by the way you smile at everything

And cry at nothing

I imagine it's more peaceful

Than my demeanour

[Verse 2]

Some night's decoration

And self-deprecation

I might just give in

But in my eyes I'm getting nearer

To hitting zero

Darling, that's some dead conversation

Riving me up a little

I'm sick and tirеd of feeling underwhelmed

I'm undеcided, and I'm so middle

In my dreams I'm sinking once more

And it seems

[Chorus]

It's all coming real

I felt it in my bones

And that's the last time I feel

I'll ever get a hold

Of what means to be here

I'm not good at being told

What to do with the years

I'm starting to feel old for once

[Verse 3]

Forget the bad times

Blame them on some bad guy

Forget the good things

They're just to pass time

Don't act like you're excited

Don't act like you're not dying

Stop trying to be sad

No, you know it ain't bad

I can't cope with myself

But at night you caught me crying

Wouldn't be lying if I said

That I'm feeling like a ghost

Time feels like the weather

The air feels like a muzzle

And this weight feels like a feather

And I'm plotting my escape

Until I wake

Won't you just

Acknowledge my adoration

You're just messing up my system

I'm tryna have a drink

And watch your face clocked at my vision

But at night I'm sinking once more

And it seems

[Chorus]

It's all coming real

I felt it in my bones

And that's the last time I feel

I'll ever get a hold

Of what means to be here

I'm not good at being told

What to do with the years

I'm starting to feel old for once

And in the streets I feel sombre

Every way I see

Ever see ?

Well the sea could be a dream

And in the backseat of the longing

The monotony's obscene??

Change me into watch

?

Control

You're running back

The same broken hope

So many people

Their names they're on your phone

So many people

When you're left alone

You thought it was real

You thought it was real

My mouth's shut I can't scream

The horrors that I've seen

My eyes glued to the screen

Pretending that you meant

And these television dreams

Everyone I love isn't there, actually

I thought it was real

I thought it was real