Total parity or: repression years the song

By Loadcode

On repression years!!!

Released on September 6, 2024

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I'm misaligned

The block slipped under the press

And I’m undefined

There’s a hole right on the left side of my chest

I wish you the best

But I’ll have to leave for a little while

To add some words into the pile

And I’ll return with a great big smile at your discretion

Please cry, it’s okay now

If you can recall how

I’ll go minutes without apologizing

To a photo album and have no more

Ever-present human scoreboard

Whenever an image arises crashing in from the from the red-lit top left side

Now I don’t need to stop memories before I have an object visualized

Not even when the mind starts to push it in motion

Total parity, surfacing from way under the sea

I am hovering, tell me how to live and I’ll do it now

And when collision knocks they say to grab your things and run

I thought he was dead but no he’s me, I’m him, and we are one

All things people gave me

Friendship, attention and safety

Wires crossed and I’m sad again

In truth, I just wanna

Apologize to everyone I’ve known

But that’s weird so I play solos

I just need to stop thinking (there’s too many components)

My ears wouldn’t stop ringing (unconscious for five minutes)

If I were to stop thinking (hurt someone I love)

I’d fall through the floor

Boundaries of objects would bleed out their contours

Total parity, surfacing from way under the sea

I am hovering, tell me how to live and I’ll do it now

Collision of my floors and walls and roof and ceiling

Total parity, surfacing from way under the sea

I am hovering so tell me how to live and I’ll do it now

And when collision knocks they say to grab your things and run

I thought he was dead but no he’s me, I’m him, and we are one