[Hook]

G.O.D

Just trynna make me bleed

And now I don't know if he knows that I'm just lost at sea

Yeah, I found a flare

And then I shot it to the air

And then I found out everyone around me that they don't care

[Verse 1]

Perplexing lifestyle

Shifting business model

Searchin' for the truth at the bottom of your bottle

When I blew up my land

And I was waiting for a plan

That day slowly shifted

And mixed it with hatred

[Hook]

G.O.D

Just trynna make me bleed

And now I don't know if he knows that I'm just lost at sea

Yeah, I found a flare

And then I shot it to the air

And then I found out everyone around me that they don't care

[Verse 2]

Screaming at the mirror

"Not good enough!"

I see all my horrors

How'd it get so fuckin' rough?

Past from the pastor, to the mother, then your brother

We're just lost in a shadow of doubt

And we can't even find a route

The doctors came in and gave me the news

And I started bawling he said

"Yo it's far and few"

My father came in and put a hand on my shoulder

He said "I know that you're stronger but we'll do this shit together"

[Hook]

G.O.D

Just trynna make me bleed

And now I don't know if he knows that I'm just lost at sea

Yeah, I found a flare

And then I shot it to the air

And then I found out everyone around me that they don't care

[Verse 3]

I know I'm not happy but

It's not the worst tragedy

A lifestyle change

Will better my range

The people in my heart

Will never break my parts

And my family is the prodigy

To show me how to not bleed

Jamie and Colby

Love me for bein' free

They built up my backbone

So I won't ever go home alone

And now I'll tell you about my mother

She truly is something other

She stuck by my side

And always showed her pride

And now I give her all the rides

She gave it her all

So we'd never fall

She had the Paul Malls

But left 'em for the dolls

She raised 7 rugs

Without dealin' drugs

And now she's convinced

That I'm the plug

Scattered and lost

What the fuck does that mean?

The facts that were given

They took me away

When I took it in

And found my pancreas was D.O.A

[Hook] (2x)

G.O.D

Just trynna make me bleed

And now I don't know if he knows that I'm just lost at sea

Yeah, I found a flare

And then I shot it to the air

And then I found out everyone around me that they don't care