[Verse 1: TakeHeart]

Am I seeing ghosts? Am I awake?

I never thought I'd see your face

I told myself "Give up the chase

In a couple of years you'll be replaced"

I'll hide away behind the pretence

I'm ok with just being friends

I don't really wanna do all of this again

[Chorus 1: TakeHeart & Lisa Schettner]

This holiday has got me

Thinking about you in some kinda way

It's probably best to go now, before

You ask if I could stay

And I forget my place

I spent the year just thinking things through

I realize it just hurts to be with you

[Verse 2: Lisa Schettner]

Is it too much for you to say:

"It doesn't have to go that way"

The seasons change but people don't

And thе regrets are still thе same

But then I come back and see your face

There is nothing I would want replaced

Out of sight, out of heart

But I can't bear to be apart

[Chorus 2: TakeHeart & Lisa Schettner]

This holiday has got me

Thinking about you in some kinda way

It's probably best to go now, before

You ask if I could stay

And I forget my place

I spent the year just thinking things through

I realize

[Bridge: TakeHeart & Lisa Schettner]

I spent the year just thinking things through

I realize I'm better without you

I spent the year just thinking things through

Did it cross your mind that: I still love you

I'm standing here, I don't know what to do

All of these seconds thoughts about you

But when you're here, it's got me thinking that

Maybe we could work things through

[Chorus 3: TakeHeart & Lisa Schettner]

This holiday has got me

Thinking about you in some kinda way

It's probably best to go now, before

You ask if I should stay

And I forget my place

And I forget my place

I forget

[Outro: Lisa Schettner & TakeHeart]

I've been dropping hints, been giving you signs (I spent the year just thinking things through)

How could you be so blind? (I realize I'm better without you)

Don't you realize your dream is mine (Spent the year just thinking things through)

When I'm with you stars align (I realize that I still love you)

And now I'm standing here, in the falling snow (I'm standing here, I don't know what to do)

I've got a plane to catch, but nowhere to go (All of these second thoughts about you)

But now you're here, it's got me feeling so blue

It's got me thinking that I still love you