[Verse 1]

What ever happened at the after party?

Said too much, yeah, I'm so sorry

I sugarcoat it

Fake serotonin

Can't tell the difference

I barely know it

[Verse 2]

Couldn't see, yeah, my vision's blurry

Shoulda left at 11:30

I guess I'm broken

Caught in the moment

Spilled it open

Shoulda shut it, oh

[Chorus]

I don't really wanna be a downer

But I'm still spinnin' in my head

Try to wake up and smell the flowers

But everybody that I love is dead

(Everybody that I love is dead)

(Everybody that I love is dead)

[Verse 3]

Friends usеd to call me for a good time

Now my text's lеft on read like the bad guy

I saw this comin'

I'm good for nothin'

Just pull the trigger

'Cause I wanna wake up, and I'm runnin' outta reasons to keep breathin'

And it fuckin' sucks that everybody leaves me, oh, oh

Does it ever get easy?

[Chorus]

I don't really wanna be a downer

But I'm still spinnin' in my head

Try to wake up and smell the flowers

But everybody that I love is dead

(Everybody that I love is dead)

(Everybody that I love is dead)

[Bridge]

Maybe I'm afraid

I push 'em all away

If I ask you to stay

Will you please just stay?

[Chorus]

I don't really wanna be a downer

But I'm still spinnin' in my head

Try to wake up and smell the flowers

But everybody that I love is dead

(And I'm runnin' outta reasons to keep breathin')

(And it fuckin' sucks that everybody leaves me)

[Outro]

(Everybody that I love is dead)