Released on August 25, 2023

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[Verse 1]

When I open up, I feel like I overshare

I get nervous, people cut me out like tangled hair

I don't give, I just take

I'm a liar, I'm a fake

At least that's the way it feels when I'm anywhere


[Pre-Chorus]

How do I sleep with myself?

When all that I see is this hell?


[Chorus]

This damage control

Is taking a toll

Can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?


[Verse 2]

The only place I'm honest is inside my head

When I'm by myself under the covers in my bed

But it's just as toxic, the mirror makes me nauseous

If my body is a temple, why's it such a mess?


[Pre-Chorus]

How do I sleep with myself?

When all that I see is this hell?


[Chorus]

This damage control

Is taking a toll

Can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

I'm losing my mind

Falling behind

Can't get this right

So what if I, what if I don't?


[Bridge]

If I'm being honest, I like where I started

But I know that's where I can change

I'm tired of trying and thinking of dying

But what if I, what if I don't?


[Chorus]

This damage control

Is taking a toll

Can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

I'm losing my mind

Falling behind

Can't get this right

So what if I, what if I don't?


[Outro]

This damage control

Can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

Losing my mind

Can't get this right

So what if I, what if I don't?

(So what if I, what if I don't?)

(So what if I, what if I?)