Released on July 4, 2025

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[Intro]

Yeah...

Annotation: Sets the mood, common trap adlib

Mmm-mm...

Annotation: Vocal adlib to add vibe and emotion

Blood on my hands again...

Annotation: Metaphor for guilt or past mistakes catching up

They think I'm crazy

Annotation: Others misunderstand his mental state

But they don’t know the pain I'm in...

Annotation: Expresses hidden emotional and mental struggles

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[Chorus]

I've been feelin’ crazy lately (crazy...)

Annotation: Mental pressure, feeling overwhelmed

Voices in my head, they hate me (hate me...)

Annotation: Paranoia, anxiety, or internal criticism

Gave my heart away, they played me

Annotation: Bеtrayal in love, heartbreak

Now I walk alonе, this Glock gon' save me

Annotation: Self-protection, street imagery common in rap/trap

Mama say I'm cold and distant, maybe

Annotation: Family perception vs. personal reality

But I saw the real ones turn shady

Annotation: Loyal friends turning fake

(Ohhh) Can't trust no soul

Annotation: Overall theme of distrust

(Ohhh) Got demons I don't show...

Annotation: Hidden struggles, mental battles

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[Verse 1]

I seen my brother on the floor, lifeless

Annotation: Personal trauma, loss of a loved one

He was 18, now he's lifeless

Annotation: Emphasizes youth lost too soon

Tried to run but the pain too timeless

Annotation: Grief that feels endless

Tears fall down, can't fight this

Annotation: Emotional vulnerability

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She said she love me — cap

Annotation: “Cap” = slang for lying

Now she with another dude on Snap

Annotation: Betrayal in romance, social media reference

I ain't trippin’, I stay strapped

Annotation: Carrying protection, self-defense imagery

Heart in a box, now that’s a wrap

Annotation: Emotionally closed off

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Fake friends, I don't need ‘em

Annotation: Rejecting fake loyalty

If you ain’t died with me, don't believe ‘em

Annotation: Only true friends are those who stood through hardship

Said they'd ride, but I ain't seen ‘em

Annotation: “Ride” = loyalty or backing you up

So I trust no soul, I don’t feed ‘em...

Annotation: Don't give energy to fake people

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[Chorus]

Repeat Chorus with same annotations as above

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[Verse 2]

I pray for peace, but I live in war

Annotation: Conflict between desire for calm and harsh environment

I see my past when I close the door

Annotation: Haunted by memories

Too many losses, my soul is sore

Annotation: Emotional pain from past trauma

Ain't the same me that I was before

Annotation: Change due to life experiences

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Pop said I'd end up in chains

Annotation: Warning about consequences of life choices

Told me that love gon' leave me in pain

Annotation: Advice from father figure about heartbreak

But I ain't listen, now I'm stuck in rain

Annotation: Facing struggles despite warnings

Tryna numb it all with the Mary Jane

Annotation: Coping with marijuana

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Smiles fake, eyes red

Annotation: Others' fake behavior and personal struggle (possibly tired or high)

Got some voices I don't even dread

Annotation: Voices in his head he's learned to manage or ignore

They my friends, but they talkin' dead

Annotation: Friends gossiping or betraying

I just keep ‘em quiet with lead...

Annotation: Gun imagery, common in rap/trap storytelling

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[Bridge]

(Yeah...)

Annotation: Mood adlib, common in trap to emphasize emotion

I don't sleep at night

Annotation: Insomnia due to stress, paranoia

Dark thoughts in flight

Annotation: Mental struggles keeping him awake

If I go tonight...

Annotation: Hint at mortality or end-of-life thoughts

Just know I tried...

Annotation: Personal accountability, giving his all despite struggles

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[Chorus – Final]

Repeat Chorus with same annotations as above