I wanna become a kid..

In a sense i want my innocence back..

Feeling bad cuz maybe I'm too diligent..

I thought they wudnt care who I am cuz of my melanin...

But they like my presence maybe I am killing it..

Under pressure I stay to meet expectations, and make em proud..

I'm making my sacred sound

So i can pray n bow...

Bow to only those who I seek attention from

Life's swaying to n fro like a pendulum...

Gotta think bout me..

Sing bout me..

I been doubting.. my capabilities....

So I can leave u stunned like Yao Ming..

Take a rocket to my apex, till I'm crowned king....

No one knows my personality.. fun fact even I don't..

I vibe n leave em charged... just like u feed a light pole..

Im not gonna think of the future.. lemme live in the present..

Its enough depressing..

All my hopes are above the checklist..

Reckless decisions might kill me..

Chasing time but having none.. im filthy..

One thing u can't do is rhyme with me

Cuz i truly try to express i ain't the type to write filmy..

Anyways too much pain everybody goes thru

It hurts when the best in your circle ghost you..

Most stupid..

I be feelin.. feel like i dont fit at all

Told me they'd be forever now they don't even give a call..

Every girl that i ever liked..

Started to like me then left like im never right..

Its harder to fight these demons i never fight..

Its part the reason why i keep agendas tight

Then im like.. y shud i care about em.?

Look at me im gud just here without em

Flowing n tellin my past on a beat..

My hands on my teeth

When i cover plaque on my cheese..

I lack all the things that are bad for the team

Im half mortal seen, as a rap sorta king..

Showing my bird high in the sky to them snakes..

Still dont know the reason why you were fake..

Tie u up, liars to wires of crates.. full of fireworks, i am just like full of hate..

Been dealing with separations since i was in fifth

I think i have changed but my honesty didn't..

Im callin these kids, softies i already win awfully, apologies sent to all these. already dead..

I know i make it awkward..

Lemme shake it off first..

Then we can get on nerves of

Family, begging for purse...

Money changing everyone around me bruh

My pops said it three times, he dont want the housekeeper..

To be anymore..but i gotta take a side..

Take some time

Make a rhyme to shape and make a greater mind..

But its tough..leavin em both even with intellect..

My 16s nearing and i already been so ded

My crush dont like me

The household fighting

The cars all night beep..

Im not so lively..

Come on bro like please

Just gimme a break

I can't even take a stand like Skinnier legs

I wanna pass out takin Vicodin many a day

I wish to reach happiness in a linear way..

Sad boy vibes.. i give off rarely..

But when it comes to rap i use it like therapy..

Sadness skipped..

Man its difficult to manage

Every emotion that i have within..

So i chose rap....

Ain't gonna go back..

Waiting to blow up..

Or else ill go nap..

Im sick n tired of my problems so i share em

& not become yellowish like bodak