God was cryin n clickin pics like a bitch, it was raining and lighting

I was drained of excitement

Cuz I had to face all the frightening

Things that I had going on

My happy was dead, but I gotta pretend so the smiles is what I am showing off..

Don't wanna live.. waitin for a surprise attack..

Then came 6 men like a Budweiser pack...

Tried to rob me take my phone

Break my bone

While im whispering prayers to save my soul...

They pulled a gun..

It was ten at night

I was dead at sight

Cuz i didn't recieve the help i cried, for

Might have livеd if people came

Blood gushin down thе drain at the hospital i was DOA..

Well its the first time i actually get to see bouquets

Be dedicated to me, so atleast ill feel okay..

Okay i feel great.. soul ain't bound to body now

Cold days are for mommy now..

Whole day try to call me down..

But no way I'm walking out.. of my room

Cuz the doorways changed... i see the hells gate..

I need to head straight outta here

Might just, tight up, mind so i can tell "hey i didn't wanna die it was just a thought"

But i guess your businesses and jobs demand

Dead witnesses and chalk.. lines... devil said "yes bitch" as we crossed minds..

Black thoughts ain't near the white light apartheid

But im lucky i ain't dead.. it was all just a nightmare....

Punchin while i sleep had to pause when i fight air...

Lonely as hell i got a palm full of my hair

Scared of the satan gotta call for a life here...