Harvesting the ways I inherently desire

The influence from my urges intertwined

Harnessed by the mania they deliberately

Subject my consciousness

And my volitions, confined

I let them in, they flood my mind with their

Illustriously detrimental frenzies I despise

I cannot escape from this

All their familiarities

As they bring me to recognise

They are misplacеd parts of me

Adversarial thoughts clashing, wide awakе

Perpetually in a dreamless state

I am longing for something real

Something not distorted by their jarring influence

To dream again, freed from the vacuum

To dream beyond the delirium

Beyond what exists only in my perception

Phantasmalian

In the core of their dominion

You will never recognise your own actions

All your love is turned into hateful delusions

Your sanity inverted

In their hands, all your determination

Is filled with regret

Alluring you to become

Engulfed by the most visceral sense of infatuation

Just to watch it die

The ghost no longer in control of the machine

I must engage in the dreamless departure of myself