I don't wanna be the one you come to

I don't wanna be the one you run to when your scared

Left impaired you can take my soul while I eat your fears

I'ma devil it runs in my veins

Life is not happy I'm living for pain

Blood is not in me its mixed with the rain

Fucking ashamed

Blood when I'm drowning that shit up in vain

Burn out my throat just to feel on the taste

Dreaming bout riding in fast cars

Dreaming bout leaving my past far

Oh wait, If dreaming is all that it takes

I'd just be riding and counting this shit

All of these people are counting on me

Stereotypes on the low they were guessing

Feminal right all along we were testing

Living it up in the dissonance

Living it up to the distances

Hold out my soul when you kiss my wrist

Hold out a shot with my pistol grip

List the shit

I'm listing this

I'm listening your

Not really into my shit no more

Not really my sidekick no more

Not really my side bitch you're torn

I'm looking all around it astounding

Look at your digits i'm pounding

Pick up the phone and I can't make a sound it's

Pathetic so so long and goodbye

The dreams that we had they go beddy bye

Everything petty they have to die

Spirit we let it be chastified

Pour out my heart when I testify

Love is just something encryptified

Love is my bitch and my kryptonite

Fall out I'm shallow

My demons a shadow

My team is around

No i'm feeling volcano

I'm blowing up soon

You say there's no reason your showing up to

I guess there's no reason i'm up in this booth

I guess there's no reason but reason is true

The reason as much as the reason is due

The reason is you

Its treason this season as cold as i'm blue

Cold as the winter as sick as the flu

Freezing and sick in the shit that you do

Finding the homage I pay with my crew

They can't escape me the feeling is true

Feeling is true