[Chorus]
Searching for my purpose cause it isn’t clear
Searching for some hope I’m feeling hopeless here
Can you hear me I don’t know If I get service here
Searching for a signal cause I’m close to tears
[Verse 1]
Dear God its red again
I really need to talk cause my head’s begun to spin again
I just want to find my way
Want all this uncertainty to end
Wanna do what you got planned
For me I’m reaching out my hand
Could you just slip me the plan
Maybe some writing in the sand
I just wish I could know that it’s worth it
All this work I've put in with the pen
All these different roads and I ain’t got a single clue
Which one I’m supposed to go down, which one leads to you
Torn between a love and what this world tells me I gotta do
The more and more I grow I realize they don’t want me to follow you
I just wanna make you proud and tell the lost all about you
But it seems that doing so and surviving is leaning doubtful
Gotta hate them days that got you reaching for the tissues
It’s rough but it’s okay cause breakdowns lead to breakthroughs
Feel like I’m in a maze
Got me in a daze
And I can’t tell if I’m going backwards or headed the right way
[Chorus]
Searching for my purpose cause it isn’t clear
Searching for some hope I’m feeling hopeless here
Can you hear me I don’t know If I get service here
Searching for a signal cause I’m close to tears
[Chorus]
Searching for my purpose cause it isn’t clear
Searching for some hope I’m feeling hopeless here
Can you hear me I don’t know If I get service here
Searching for a signal cause I’m close to tears
[Verse 2]
Dear God It’s red
But you know this
Sometimes I wonder with everybody
Do you notice?
All the work I’ve put in out here clear focused?
Didn’t happen outta nowhere
No Hocus Pocus
Been feeling like this for a while like I’ve been chosen
To quarterback this new wave through the game like I’m Rosen
Put in the hard work and time to get my token
Trust in your plan up in the sky like you spoke it
Share the deep depths of my thoughts this how I wrote it
In the booth get lost in the sauce I can’t control it
When these thoughts are heavy on my mind I just can’t withhold it
How you take it is on you and how you choose to remold it
I know I don’t always know what your thinking
When life goes rocky I try n roll on with some patience
Can’t see what you do please give me the lasik
Let’s go back to basics tie us close together like some laces
Tryna share my walk so I leave traces
Up in revolutions get everyone out the matrix
They running all over racing to destinations
See I enjoy the journey means more to me than mans creations
[Chorus]
Searching for my purpose cause it isn’t clear
Searching for some hope I’m feeling hopeless here
Can you hear me I don’t know If I get service here
Searching for a signal cause I’m close to tears
[Chorus]
Searching for my purpose cause it isn’t clear
Searching for some hope I’m feeling hopeless here
Can you hear me I don’t know If I get service here
Searching for a signal cause I’m close to tears