Imaginary Lover

By Lilithzplug

On Meet the Lilithz

Released on June 10, 2023

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[Verse 1]

I remember the simple times back in November

When all you did was protect her

Was the only thing you could give her

Now I'm big now, let's go out in the big crowd

Don't wanna play, pretend anymore, anymore


[Refrain]

You can see it, see it, see it on my face

I don't wanna, wanna brace myself from this pain

With the games you play


[Interlude]

Can't you see, it's not a part of me

It's not a dream, he's real to me


[Pre-Chorus]

You say, you think I'm going insane

You say it's messing with my brain

Got me crying by the mention of his name

The mention of his name


[Chorus]

I don't wanna go back to the therapist

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to the meds again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to that girl again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I just wanna fall back in your arms again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)


[Verse 2]

Fuck a love song, I got a love song about a boy

A very stupid, selfish, silly boy

A very stupid, selfish, silly boy

He likes to hide, he likes to play

Hide and seek during the day, as we speak

Do you believe in me?


[Refrain]

You can see it, see it, see it on my face

I don't wanna, wanna brace myself from this pain

With the games you play


[Interlude]

I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy

I'm not, am I? Fuck


[Pre-Chorus]

You say, you think I'm going insane

You say it's messing with my brain

Got me crying by the mention of his name

The mention of his name


[Chorus]

I don't wanna go back to the therapist

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to the meds again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to that girl again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I just wanna fall back in your arms again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)


[Pre-Chorus]

You say, you think I'm going insane

You say it's messing with my brain

Got me crying by the mention of his name

The mention of his name


[Chorus]

I don't wanna go back to the therapist

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to the meds again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to that girl again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I just wanna fall back in your arms again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to the therapist

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to the meds again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to that girl again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I just wanna fall back in your arms again

(You can see it, see it, see it on my face)

I don't wanna go back to the therapist

I don't wanna go back to the meds again

I don't wanna go back to that girl again

I just wanna fall back in your arms again


[Outro]

I guess you never did exist

Well, this is weird, shit