[Verse 1]

'Cause I been missing medication

But it's okay, I hate the way I felt sedated

Rather feel myself breaking

And trust me, that's a feeling with which

I had been acquainted

Fucking up my life again, a loser in the making

Feeling out of place like a train without a station

Like a pig without a blanket, like a song without a playlist

All your favorite rappers in their feelings when they play this

Listen up, you better pay attention when I say this

Life is not a joke or a game that you can play

If someone tells you how to win, you better run the other way

Because no onе in this life knows what happens when wе die

If there's a heaven or a hell when we cross the great divide

Maybe nothing's real and humans are pretend

And we'll all live forever when the simulation ends

Maybe there's a god, if there is, I guess I'm screwed

Or maybe there's nothing and Armageddon's overdue

[Chorus]

It goes three two one, then you die and it's done

It might come at 60, it might come at 21

But I ain't gonna worry about that no more

I ain't gonna worry about that

It goes one two three, then you're gone and you're free

They'll forget about you, they'll forget about me

But I ain't gonna worry about that no more

I ain't gonna worry about that

[Verse 2]

Ay, yeah

Yeah, I been missing my appointments

When it comes to me, it seems that everyone's annoyed or disappointed

Steady stayin' mad that I refuse to be exploited

I guess I understand, it's best for you if I'm avoided

But the life I've been given is not the one I wanna live

I got daily dreams of dying, I got too much left to give

In the end, I hope this shit is worth it

Yeah, you know I'll stay down, I hope you never feel deserted

I'll never be perfect but I'm sick of feeling worthless

I'm learning how to love again to find a little purpose

And I mean it, you got something special in you, I can see it

Tell me something matters and just maybe I'll believe it

Say there's more than to life than the grave I belong in

And maybe one day I'll meet someone to get along with

I think I'm burning out, I don't know what else to call it

But I'll never quit trying, that's the only thing I'll promise

[Chorus]

It goes three two one, then you die and it's done

It might come at 60, it might come at 21

But I ain't gonna worry about that no more

I ain't gonna worry about that

It goes one two three, then you're gone and you're free

They'll forget about you, they'll forget about me

But I ain't gonna worry about that no more

I ain't gonna worry about that no more

[Outro]

I ain't gonna worry about that, about that

No more, no more, about that

About that no more, about that

I ain't gonna worry about that no more