[Verse 1]

10/17/14

Everything is wrong now

Nothin' left for me

All my friends are gone now

And it’s storming

Sounds like a tin roof

Motherfuckin' pouring

And I’m fucked up (fucked up)

And I’m let down (let down)

It's probably best if you think that I’m a pest now

You can find me at home on my own

With a blunt up in my hand

And my money in the escrow

10/17/16

Everything is worse now

Ain’t nobody miss me

Go and call the hearse now

For the black sheep

Hit the party hard, then we leavin' with a nosebleed

Now I’m fucked up (fucked up)

And she’s let down (let down)

Yeah

It's probably best if we just give it a rest now

Back to basics

I fuckin' hate this

Find a way to heal one day

With some patience

[Chorus]

So kiss my lips and break my spine

I wish you’d just come waste my time

We’ll suffer through and I’ll be fine

I hate this

(I hate this)

I'll cut my hair and change my name

Until we all look just the same

It’s all my fault, I’ll take the blame

I hate this

(I hate this)

[Verse 2]

Just leave me to myself

I don’t need nobody else

Used to ask for assistance

No one ever helped

I’m sorry 'bout the distance

And everything you felt

Why the people that I love the ones I always put through hell? Yeah

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I hate the man I am, I miss the one I used to be

And now these kids treat me like a fuckin' VIP

I fuckin' hate that

Would you please let me breathe?

'Cause now my past follows everywhere I go

And I can never get away 'cause everybody that I know says

That you’re better off alone, better off dead

So I isolate at home, stuck in my head

I swear I’m never gettin' out of my bed

Every time I do, I ruin everything that I can

I’m a fool now

I let you down

I deserve nothing but my hole in the ground so

[Chorus]

So kiss my lips and break my spine

I wish you’d just come waste my time

Suffer through and I’ll be fine

I hate this

(I hate this)

I'll cut my hair and change my name

Until we all look just the same

It’s all my fault, I’ll take the blame

I hate this

(I hate this)

[Bridge]

I thought I was better than this

I went and fucked it up again

All the things that I once held dear are gone

And it’s all my fault

[Outro]

So kiss my lips and break my spine

I wish you’d just come waste my time

Suffer through and I’ll be fine

I hate this

You can’t buy happiness with wealth

One day I’ll probably kill myself

I miss you and I need help

I hate this