Don’t - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I felt so cold in the end

October's coming again

Think I’ll probably die this time around

Lost myself in the past

Who knew that it wouldn't last?

We're not so innocent this time around

Experiment, experience

We forgot to live this life for the fear of it

And I’m so bored, I hate this world

I don't believe a fuckin' thing that you just said

This can't be real, I can't explain the way this feels

Please just tell me this is in my head

Once again, my lungs are caving in

The first thing I remember is the last thing that you said

Don't say

Woke up in the gutter, I've been worse

I'll pretend this doesn’t hurt

If I can get out of this bed, maybe I’ll be okay

I'd get you out that grave with a trade if I could

You asked me to stay and I said that I would

Never got to see who you could be

Now that you’re not there, where you should be

And your mom stopped taking family pictures

Put down all the family pets

And I haven't seen your sister

I can't handle that one yet

Five years, two months, and six days

I know, I said I would stay

I wish I'd said how much I loved you

But now it’s too late

This can't be real, I can't explain the way this feels

Please just tell me this is in my head

Once again, my lungs are caving in

The first thing I remember is the last thing that you said

Don't say

He's not gone, he's not gone

He's not gone, he's not-

Please don't say

Please-

Please stop talking