Bitter - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Take me as I am or leave me as you found me

I'm too numb to feel anyone that's around me

Dying inside but but I say that it's nothing

Run it up my arm just to try to feel something

Leave me where I am or take me to a new home

I don't understand what you did with my old one

They say time heals and then they say nothing

Of the joy that it steals and the new pain coming

Because it's coming for me and it’s coming for you

So we try not to think about it but we do

So I'm sad all the time maybe you can relate

When everything that I love is everything that you hate

And we can't really run so we numb it a bit

But it's still gonna come for all of us in the end

And so nobody cares if your life has been smashed

Time could never repair and it never comes back

(And I'm so fucking bitter)

I guess that I'm alive but I'm feeling pretty dead

Never gonna run again, never getting out of bed

The sun is outside, wouldn't that be something?

Take another hit I just want to feel nothing

Take her to the moon keep moving on without me

I don't want to know what you think if it's about me

We're dying inside when the finally told us

That our new dreams die and the old ones haunt us

Because it's coming for me and it's coming for you