Verse 1

Ayy

Im just feeling all this pain,dont know what to do

Im just thinking bout this girl,thinking bout you

I say that i ain't like her,but it isn't true

Wish i had someone to share my feelings, and look at moon

I just made another reiki but i can't sleep

Im just tryna find the answers so im questing

Im just trying to stop being poor so im flexing

Got that mm bustamante on my wrist

Im not gonna say,oh you dont have it

Im just saying cause i want

Got this kappa on my shoes but i cannot be happy

Got this microphone on the cell,but the message they not getting

I ain't wanna pass a bad vibe,i just dont know how to deal with it

I got too much homework,that's such a drama

At least i have a good condition to give for my momma

But im so empty and bad in math

I really dont wanaa study and get out the bed

I be just dropping vits and fys like a watеrfall

Running through the shadows,i ain't seeing the light of hall

All i wanted is to gеt up,but im on the fall

Its hard to waking knowing nobody will care

Could somebody kill me i promise i won't be scared

Im just getting paid,but it doesnt worth it

Im screaming for help but everbody is deaf

I thought you were a friend,but forreal you just shit

I always end my days on my brain and i think

Life would be so better without this

I might go on FL and make some beats

Music its whats get me out from depressing

Got a new edit,that's great

But im stuck on a prison,stuck on this place

I dont even know that,its like a maze

All i wanted is to someday these ghosts leave my face

Cause lately my life its nothing more than disgust and hate

So im just keep on that and build my way

Cause i'll get the sauce,i know,one day

I was popping purpys,but now its the end

I remeber 2019,cried too much,got no tears to spend

I just wanna talk my problems, but nobody wanna hear em

Somedays I thought my head would make bang

All these schedules of college make me feel worthless

Cause i can't do nothing and I'm mother fucking depressed

So i pop another pill to chill my head

But i never feel like I'm out of that

I just wanna shine,but they put me on the dark

All i wanted is to bright,but ya played not fair

Now i feel sick,till my feet to my hair

Ayy

Yeah

Verse 2

Dealing with all these problems,sometimes they overflow

I just wanted something to leave me low

Wish that i could change,that i could give a row

But you just shot my heart with a bow

Now im lonely,so i need to find my road

But i got this rain,and i say fuck my coat

I hate my life,i hate this damn

Thinking bout this,its just a game

But i din't got a start,ill not have an end

My soul is feeling blank,white like a benz

So stop faking,it leaves me bad

Non trusting them,they'll shoot back

So i need to put out,and that's why i write these tracks

Im trying to be myself,but everybody so wack

They will miss me when im gone,but now people hide me in the hat

This is a fucking grey DLC pack

I don't really care bout nothing,man lowkey

Sometimes i think, this world would be better without me

Sometimes i think, this world would be better without me

Wae