Nothing

By LIL VMK

On 41 BOY

Released on April 21, 2021

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Verse 1

Nothing

I dont feel nothing

Softing

I feel softing

Drowning

I'm drowning

Call me the king,in a crowning

Lagging,hacking this shit

All i wanted is to change it

I didn't wanted to flex

I didn't wanted to shoot my head

College is so bad

Stress is on my head

I wanted to escpae from all

Following the wind,inna road

Or someone just shoot me with a bow

Cause sometime i can't handle it,damn it overflows

I loved that girl,not more

I can only buy lego of mines

Im giving up on everything

Writing this while the class is passing

I shouldn't' do that,i know

But all this is so big

A knife could hit me

Then all the dark would be pouring

Ay

Steady tired of living this nightmare

I can't trust no onе,and i'm feeling scared

My family is separetеd,and i can't see the light day

Fucking in pain,thinking in cut myself

Shit is just getting worst,i dont know where to go

Im lost and dont fuck with any soul

All i wanted is to relax,but i got haunted by a ghoul

I never had a friend,i was always alone

Depression on my heart,to talk

This building is high

But instead of falling i'll try to fly

So many birds kicking me while in flight

Syrup on my veins,now im alright

Worried bout the proofs,but forreal i dont care

But study is my life,if i leave him,my mom get mad

But i dont see the sense of it

Im so tired of hiding my problems from everyone

My grandma asked me,and i lied

Ts getting boring,out of time

I needed to talk guys,im not right

Im worthless to this world,but i can't die

Sorry for passsing this sadboy vibe

But thanks to family yeah she stayed in my side

Ill be happy one day,i know

But at this point,im stuck in the snow

Flexing up while my eye low

Nobody nows me,im on cry

2 hella months,its hard being without life

Guap and money i got

But i wish some just gave me a shot

No i can't die,damn,this track is hot

But help get out on this place,before i flop