Intro

I dont know how to explain feelings

I don't want love I just wanna be friend g

But i can't even do this

I'm scared of that shit

In the end I got no one to see

Honestly I don't wanna be alone

Please no pressure i don't wanna earn some

Sometimes people be making me be gone

Verse 2

I will need to get over those challenges

Happiness and cash only thing I'm tryna guarantee

I just made me Lil braids

I act like I don't care bout the hate

But it wasn't good when thеy throwed facts at my face

They ask why I just stay in my placе

I don't know how to interact,it feels like clickbait

Now we back to the no talking

I feel like I'm bipolar as I'm walking

I just pull the breath from my chest

I needed some better rest

But in the race for the knowledge i were the last

I dont know if i can trust you

Cuz now sky's not totally blue

I'm not sad,at least somethings good

I fuckin love when I'm with my hood

Used to act a lot,tryna be a better me

Even with all my problems I'm trying

I'm not perfect,my patience is dying

She's what keeps me alive

But i don't think ill give another try

Used to Cut me like a kite

But it didn't made me feel more alive

Feeling like I'm budd when I'm boasting my feelings

But I'm just tryna soar out i hope you're hearing

Always on that climb up for the healing

GNC up,heads down

I really needed my pills now

But numbing my feelings would make me more drown

Don't have that much on my town

I keep my closes around

I wake up just to hear that sound

Made a promise i would never cry again

But sometimes this feel like a joke in the end