[Hook]

This time, I feel lost

In a world so cold and so lonely

This time, I feel broke

And if I left no one would even know me

X2

[Verse 1]

Would you? You wouldn’t, I don’t even know me

Who Am I? God I keep wishing if only

Could I work it out then maybe, hopefully

I wouldn’t feel so broken, maybe it’s hopeless

No-one’s even noticed, I’ve got the diagnosis

It seems I can’t focus, mind's always in motion

This isn’t me joking, I’m trying to be open

There’s always this notion that I hate being social

It often just depends on the moment at hand

Ya don’t understand my life’s far from grand

Just cause I’ve been to the states several times

Doesn’t mean that my life is lead without a tear

In the past 3 years, it’s been quite severe

It’s not a healthy life when you need to escape, constantly

So don’t be green, cause I have no mates

In the same country... it’s drove me insane

[Hook]

This time, I feel lost

In a world so cold and so lonely

This time, I feel broke

And if I left no one would even know me

X2

[Verse 2]

Lost and secluded I feel like a fool it’s

Getting the best of me I feel like I’m useless

But I try to use it, as a fuel to, my fire

My entire mind and thoughts are confusing

My train of thoughts wandering, its never been stopping

It’s all so loud my head’s constantly throbbing

The irony is that I suffer in silence it’s likely

Part of my depression stems from my shyness

This engine is ending, getting closer to heaven it's

Like a virus, I’m trying, I can’t triumph

Anxiety is quiet and I’m a prisoner to my mind it's

Solitary confinement, I can’t keep from crying

I’m sick with depression and I’m sick of pretending

I think Robin knew his ending then chose to end it

I'm really upset that he lost to depression

There’s no use in dwelling let's live in the present

[Hook]

This time, I feel lost

In a world so cold and so lonely

This time, I feel broke

And if I left no one would even know me

X2

[Verse 3]

I feel like a loser, like some kinda mutant

Anxiety is for those that live in the future

And depression affects those stuck in the past it's

Not your problem I’m trying my hardest

I’m here, I’m there, I'm everywhere man

I can’t control my feelings, it’s my burden damn!

I know that I’m broken you don’t have to fix me

I can’t do this to you it won’t change too quickly

I need some help but it’s hard to admit

And I can’t pile my shit on top of yours this

Isn’t fair to you, I’ve always found it hard

To let people in, I’m holding up this guard

I know that you love me but please don’t judge me

Cause I’ve felt so alone, my life’s been ugly

This isn’t something I can keep tryna hide

I can’t help the lying, fuck it I’m not fine!!

[Hook] (Ft. Lil_Ramsic)

This time, I feel lost

In a world so cold and so lonely

This time, I feel broke

And if I left no one would even know me

X2