[Verse 1:]

It's been 3 months since I heard you last

But don't worry, cause I ain't stuck in the past

I'm here for the now, and hopefully that suits ya

I'm not even looking back, back to the future

I don't need a delorean to fix this friendship

But I need you, so help me mend this

Have you forgotten that I'm nothing but forgiving, it's called the present cause it's a gift worth living

I'll be right here and I'll rap to you

I could still say I love you, but not I like I used to

I think back to certain things and reminisce, our spider man kiss, stuff like that I still miss

Too many rocky roads, and none of em good, unlike the ice cream, but I assumed we could

I'm not tryna dwell, just showing you my hell

From lovers to strangers, weren't much to discover

I'm a closed off person, but I opened the door for you, I guess I just bit off, more than I could chew

Cause you slammed it in my face, I had nothing to show for it, but my first kiss, and a bunch of heart ache

Please understand why I'm writing, our relationship weren't built in a day, but it damn sure crumbled in one

I was dazed - you left me to roam, we was doomed to fail, at least until I call PA a home

[Hook:]

This just, doesn't, make any, sense, to me

I wish, you'd just, message, me, back please

Now you, treat me, like I'm just, a stranger, too you

How'd I, prove to, you that, that's, not true

I want, to let, you know, how, I feel

You don't, under, stand how, bye, felt

This type, of thing, doesn't, right, itself

That's why, I'll sit, right here to, write, this down

[Verse 2:]

I'd try talking but you gave me the cold shoulder, you made me bipolar, I used to feel colder

I'm an eskimo that moves boulders, so move over, I'll keep my composure, I'm wise and now I'm older

You had my soul and now it's over, back over the ocean, the ups and down start like a roller coaster

Global warming like the scientists told ya, you burnt me like a toaster, I'm careful so I don't get scald-AAHHHH!

Just kidding I'm a soldier, so I got my hand on my holster, but a knife in my back, and now we're strangers

You stabbed me in the gut too like I'm Liv Tyler, you know this is a horror, the scary type of genre

But we're not in october, you couldn't of hit me any lower, you were my fiona and I was your ogre

We was so good together, even though the odds were stacked against me, I would still never fold ya

If you were dice, I wouldn't of rolled ya, you was perfect, already gold, didn't have to mould ya

I thought this was chosen, by God, but now it's torn and broken, and now, I'm even going loco

All the locomotion, of this locomotive, is causing a commotion, damn my locomotor

I loved you, and I always told ya, all that's missing was luck, I just needed a four leaf clover

[Hook:]

This just, doesn't, make any, sense, to me

I wish, you'd just, message, me, back please

Now you, treat me, like I'm just, a stranger, too you

How'd I, prove to, you that, that's, not true

I want, to let, you know, how, I feel

You don't, under, stand how, bye, felt

This type, of thing, doesn't, right, itself

That's why, I'll sit, right here to, write, this down

[Verse 3:]

Last time we spoke, it was an hour we had

We skyped on your birthday, both smiling and glad

But a few days pass and things turnt sour and bad

I don't regret a single moment of what we both had

You taught me a thing or two, love cannot be pursued, if it's right, then it'll surely come back to you

And without you I'd probably still be kissless

But damn, things were certainly a lot different at christmas

Weren't even sure if we were friends back then

But in a months time, I'll be back in the states again

So I wanna be buddies but I don't mean bds

Just wanna be normal friends, so that we can avoid the stress

Been wishing on eleven-eleven each night, you put me through a lot of strife, but I still want you apart of my life

Everyone's gonna hurt me, but I need someone who's worth the hurting, you were, but you know, it just weren't working

I hope we can be friends, and this song makes amends

Things can be different, but I don't want it to end

It's all changed and I've learnt to adapt, with all the crap

And now I don't have to hide under my hat

My hearts got some cracks, scarred but in tact, and in fact, it took quite the impact

I hope this had an impact on you, I just wanna chat, so please, just message me back