Trust Issues draft

By Lil Juan

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I came from the bottom literally nothin'

4 years old I travelled all over the country

Just to watch step daddy hustle'

Momma shoot up the needle, now she buzzin'

Because it I can't sleep at night; and to my cousin

Who grew up without a mom or pop, I love ya

And to my brotha life's a struggle

But I got ya homie

And to my father sorry you didn't ever get to know me

Throughout my life I feel like I been all alone

I keep on knockin on tha do' but no ones home or answers phones

And all my migos ain't my migos no mo'

Remember uncle od'd on the coke, the same coke he used to serve on tha low

The crazy thing is, this crazy life ain't drove me loco

Till I can't take it no mo'

And put a Glock to my brain, and make it purple rain

Its 1United ova' everythang I swear to God that shit is in my veins;

This one heres for all my people in the struggle tryna come up on a dolla with a hustle

But fuck a dolla and a dream without a team, you missin' muscle soon as you get caught in a scuffle, might as well go 'head and take the fuckin shovel

And dig yo grave; the only way to God is if you saved

So everyday i'm given praise for all my blessings

And these influential ways

I'm in a daze soon as the smoke clear

I'm right back gettin' paid

You see my life and how I live think I was on MTV made

But really I took my cards and played

The hand i's dealt my life was spades

And ima ace can't keep these hoes from round my waist

Like Smith and Wes, won't ever catch em outta place

Since all my family in da hood, I make sure all my people straight



(TBC)