Hook

Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright

I try to fight but nothing ever works

I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright

I try to fight but nothing ever works

I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Verse 1

I've been thinking to myself and reminiscing on the past

My last was never too good I've been wishing just to crash

The ceeling fan on blast I think the drugs are taking form

I'll die of overdose so all of you can say that he's finally gone

My momma won't miss me

My trauma is the only one thats with me

I don't choose to be a lone wolf but a lone wolf has more to eat

Been five minutes since I'm convinced I won't win I've chosen to give in I just really can't take it

Take this bullet out the case

Point it right at my fucking brain

I hope the world can turn grey

I hope the pain fades away

I hope that my body decay

I hope that im dead by may

I hope that you don't say

I wish that you could've stay

This is what I wanted man this is how I play

But no this isn't a game

Nah, This is the way

This is what I wanted man this is how I play

But no this isn't a game

Nah, This is the way

Hook

Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright

I try to fight but nothing ever works

I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright

I try to fight but nothing ever works

I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Verse 2

Love me when youre ready and not when you're lonely baby

Want me for my money Maybe

Take the depression instead

Hear these voices in my head

Telling me they want me dead

Siento que no puedo respirar mi cuerpo no puede más

Take me back to brighter days

Take the fucking pain away

Take the fucking stain that's gray

Take depression the green weapon the mace that paints the day with rugs of blood and drugs no love I'm gone

Hook

Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright

I try to fight but nothing ever works

I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright

I try to fight but nothing ever works

I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow