(A while, A while, while, while, while,)

(Um, A while, I heard from them in a while)

(I ain't seen them in a while, I ain't been happy in a while)

Had to tell my cousin, Faith, we gotta link, ain't seen each other in a while

Been going full time, music grind, I ain't had a job in a while

I ain't heard from my dad in a while

Messed up my head when bro got gunned down

But Ima keep pushing 'til the sun down

My thoughts be wild when no ones around

I ain't gone lie I sent my ex a text I ain't heard from her in a while

And I know she tired of me, every time I try to talk she get loud

I got some boys that claim to be my brothers, ain't heard from them in a while

AP had asked was I ok, said he ain't seen me smile in a while

Yeah, I ain't smiled in a while

I got myself into all these problems

And all this blood feel like I'ma drown

And only God can solve 'em

I'ma big brother to my siblings

And I ain't been leading them the right way

And mama always told me "Lookout to God and go and pray"

I know I disappoint my family members with stuff they see on here

When I be doing all that stupid stuff and act like I dont care

And shawty said she love me all she wanted was me to pay for her hair

I be so heartbroken inside all this pain hurt

And I know, I know, I know, I know

Gotta Just go, just go, just go, just go

R.I.P to broooo, bro, bro bro

But now I gotta grind gotta live without you

Got haters watching my moves and they steady doubting

I had to cut shawty off cause she steady pouting

Life already hard I ain't got time for it

She wanted this and that and I couldn't afford it

I lost him and her and I ain't get remorses

Doctors wanted mama to have an abortion

I ain't supposed to be here, give God the glory

Y'all hate on me and y'all dont even know my story

Had to tell my cousin, Faith, we gotta link, ain't seen each other in a while

Been going full time, music grind, I ain't had a job in a while

I ain't heard from my dad in a while

Messed up my head when bro got gunned down

But Ima keep pushing til the sun down

My thoughts be wild when no one's around

I ain't gone lie I sent my ex a text I ain't heard from her in a while

And I know she tired of me, every time I try to talk she get loud

I got some boys that claim to be my brothers, ain't heard from them in a while

AP had asked was I ok, said he ain't seen me smile in a while

I be feeling like they don't care

Once I was struggling they stared

Nobody offered me no help

And they ain't know that I was aware

You claim you loved me but you snaked me

And girl I thought you was my lady

But you just wanted to break me

Finically and mentally

And I been having trouble going to sleep

Like Melly said you took the best of me

Sad I had to tell bro rest in peace

I can't believe you died on me

And I know, God gots me

Im supposed to be in Juvie

Im supposed to be locked up

I told my crew that God got us

Now everybody tryna ride with us

Remember you threw me under a bus

I gave her my heart she ain't deserve my trust

I been grinding fast cause im in a rush

I dont know when Im gone leave this earth

Who is we ? I'm like who is us ?

I'm rising up I can't be touched

I seen my brother in a while, while, while

Im different from these people and I stand out

Bro got locked up, he was caught up in the crowd

I seen my cousins in a while

Had to tell my cousin, Faith, we gotta link, ain't seen each other in a while

Been going full time, music grind, I ain't had a job in a while

I ain't heard from my dad in a while

Messed up my head when bro got gunned down

But Ima keep pushing til the sun down

My thoughts be wild when no one's around

I ain't gone lie I sent my ex a text I ain't heard from her in a while

And I know she tired of me, every time I try to talk she get loud

I got some boys that claim to be my brothers, ain't heard from them in a while

AP had asked was I ok, said he ain't seen me smile in a while

(A while, A while, while, while, while, A while)