Ever Since - Intellectual

I was lost in the rain, then I got lost in the game

I was lost in the face, I was lost when you left, I was lost when you changed, shit

I was lost in myself, I was lost in my health, I was lost in my name

I told my grandmother i'd be straight, you know she keep me in her prayers

So god would keep me safe, look

And these thougths to myself, when I'm up on these pills, got me akward and strange

Cause I thougth it would help if I talked to myself, it would all go away

---- is for life, shit i thougth about the nigths i threw it all in the drain

I could be wrong but im right, cause your love had a price and its costin' me pain, damn

And I dont want love like that

And I know you never gonna love like this

Let her old nigga get her back

Keep the shorty on the side like the grip

Heard she want the old thing back

Beside her head game ain't nothin' that I miss

Can't get them old days back, mhh mhh

Sorry lil baby I dont even reminisce

Had to bring that old Dev back

Just to show these niggas know I'm never gonna slip

Just to show these bitches I'm never gonna trip

Just to show my niggas I'm forever a king

Never say never, never

But, I ain't never gonna end

Lost alot of love and I lost alot of friends

And I ain't been the same ever since

Man this is real life shit

I mean real as the real in the real life gets

Sometimes, I dont want to feel like this

But sometimes I'm better when I feel like shit

And sometimes the lover never there or exists

Everybody makes mistakes with a bitch, shit

Niggas visualize than they criticis

Sentimental vibes when they ain't with the guys

Bitches tellin' lies as far as feelin' vise

Then they dick ride, then they switch sides

Speakin' of sides I been picked mine

Speakin' of guys, I'm still with mine

Speakin' of high, bitch I been fly

So tell me your feelin's cause I dont feel mine

Tell her get up, no time for your shit

Back to the strip with the zombies and shit

Servin' aunties, uncles, mommys and shit

Away from my moment like I'm timein' this shit

Told her to pull up, shorty gonna ride on that dick

Do it with no hands ghost ride on the dick

Shout-out my brothers they be ridein' to the end

Real nigga, I know both sides are my friends

And these thougths to myself, when I'm off on these pills, got me akward and strange