ADHD - Intellectual

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I can't feel a thing all this weed I'm smoking

Lookin like a clown cause these hoes think I'm joking

Never take me serious, delirious, mysterious

I don't enjoy life that's why I'm never ever focused

Always playing with me like a game my heart is broken

Metaphorically can't fix me, tickets or token

Open me up and realize that all my cash is stolen

The only thing about it is the cash is like my feelings

All up in my feelings don't kill me, don't kill me

There's no bandages or bruises you can see, ain't foolery

That's cause all the damage is inside of me, internally

Not even all the chains and the jewelry could heal me

God help me this girl is fighting me she's trying me

Testing my limits to see how far I'll go it's interesting

I swear my love life it all falls together just like a trilogy

First came love, then the fights, and now she's killing me

Feeling like I'm drowning there's nobody that's around

Now I'm all alone solely lonely and can't hear a sound

I just got betrayed yeah it's hurting me yeah it's hurting deep

Always fucking with them other guys, all except for me

Yelling at me blaming me it's everyday for everything

I'm the only one that is innocent ever since that day

Everyday since that day I knew that nothing'd be the same

Always getting shitted on it's all a lot i pop a xan

Got me in a head lock I can't escape, there ain't no way

Might just end it all with some adderall, imma down em all

Might just get real dizzy gon hit a wall it's gon make me fall

My only source of happiness left me and now I'm all gone

Can't take this no more

Want love and no war

She left seem so far

My whole life turned dark