I wanna give my last words

Don't want this as a curse

Let's turn this verse

Into the most worse

Could've been forgotten

Something was rotten

Let my world burn down

Not make it a clown

I know I'm a pessimist

But I'm not an expressionist

This is my element

I'm not a perfectionist

I like to focus on the negatives

Negative thoughts

Negative mind

Negative oughts

Both combined

But you know me

I like to focus on the negatives

Yeah

My last words are

"You won't give up on me"

"You won't be hеre to see me die"

"I'm still alivе"

How long will I live ?

Nobody knows

Will I give up ?

My answer is no

Don't ask those questions

Like I know the answer

Both of us need some therapy sessions

But you walk in with no manner

I couldn't stand my drunk father

It would make me feel so bothered

I couldn't do anything about it

Because I was so traumatized

I allowed it

While tears forming in my eyes

Today I am the way I am

And y'all thought I was shy

My last words are

"You won't give up on me"

"You won't be here to see me die"

"I'm still alive"

They tell me to open up

I don't wanna talk about it

I feel like blowing up

But it's all about it

Right ?

My last words are

"You won't give up on me"

"You won't be here to see me die"

"I'm still alive"