[Intro]
Uh, oh, oh
(What's up with you, Lil 43?)
Uh, uh
Ooh, ooh, oh
[Chorus]
I gave myself one chance
And I ruined it again
Now I stay reserved
Is this what I deserve?
Ooh, and I can't help but set my heart on DND
Ooh, and now I have nothing left
My demons beat me
[Verse 1]
They beat me to the ground (Oh, oh)
My soul screamin' out (Out)
I can't go on like this, I give up for the day
Ooh, and I can't hold on to somethin' I'ma have to give up anyway
I can smell death (Oh), it's pollutin' my head (Oh)
Smoke 'til I got Bowser breath, I'm movin' to my death bed
[Chorus]
I gave myself one chance
And I ruined it again
Now I stay reserved
Is this what I deserve?
Ooh, and I can't help but set my heart on DND
Ooh, and now I have nothing left
My demons beat me
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I really don't know how to feel
Torn up feelings, they ain't healing
Dark thoughts got me stuck, but I can't keep still
My hallucinations seem real
If life was a sound, then I'd probably be deaf
So much on my mind, never know what's next
And if I could reverse time, I'd bring you back
Now that you're gone, there ain't nothin' there
Keep a fire in my heart, it'll never go out
I keep goin' strong
My energy drained, so I'm filled with doubt
So I'm tryna move on
[Chorus]
I gave myself one chance
And I ruined it again
Now I stay reserved
Is this what I deserve?
Ooh, and I can't help but set my heart on DND
Ooh, and now I have nothing left
My demons beat me
[Verse 3]
Mmm, no one listens (Not at all), they just stare (Yeah, they do)
No, I don't wanna live this way, it ain't fair
I'm a deer in the headlights
Can't explain, no stage fright
No, I can't change my fate, right?
Everything ain't right (Oh)
I'm stuck in my ways, right? (Oh)
Needless to say, right? (Oh)
No, I ain't okay, I'm not okay (Not okay)
Help me, help me, help me
I'm screamin' that out, yeah
Will someone help me?
I really doubt they'll hear
[Bridge]
Mmm, oh, oh-oh, oh
Ooh, oh-ooh, uh, ooh, ooh, oh
[Chorus]
I gave myself one chance
And I ruined it again
Now I stay reserved
Is this what I deserve?
Ooh, and I can't help but set my heart on DND
Ooh, and now I have nothing left
My demons beat me