[Verse 1]

I been thinking bout joining Heaven's Gate, raise your glass or cup

If Hale Bopp is passing low, then I won't ever pass it up

My passive aggressive really been acting up

I been stuck in my head, in the past and such

Type of thoughts make you wan scream "enough"

Tired of all these people talking

How far down the rabbit hole have I gotten

I don't speak like my teeth are all rotten

Don't need that gold, I don't like to glisten

Listen, please, I just need forgiveness

I might bleed, that feels like a cleansing

Don't need green, I see it's all crimson

One more L could shatter my vision, Lord

I feel destroyed

So tell who's telling the end of my story

If not the boy

[Chorus]

I really don't ask for help

If I may bleed then leave me be

It's not for you

I let it all fall down on me

In search of home, I took a drink

To see the truth

[Verse 2]

Brand new vision, it's doubled and blurry

If lights at the end then why shouldn't I hurry

A Heaven Gate shot, I'm angelically Curry

If anything's wrong, there is no need to worry

Precarious balance, I blow with the wind

Pisa or Babylon hinging on sin

If he did it once, he could do it again

Thunder sounds in the distance

I apologize if I'm distant

Looking for feelings and all of them missing

Same with the friends so excuse me for tripping

I saw the comet and thought about dipping

Then figured that Heaven wouldn't let this git in

They warned me about all the teeth I been gritting

I haven't been speaking, just thinking on endings

[Chorus]

I really don't ask for help

If I may bleed then leave me be

It's not for you

I let it all fall down on me

In search of home, I took a drink

To see the truth

[Verse 3]

It's been about 3 lives, tell me where my Moirai

Rolling they dice just to see where I land

They been binding my hands and killing my plans

One foot in the grave, that's the devil's dance

Brand new rodeo, a whole new stance

I lost my groove, I need a new band

Never had moves, I'd rather just stand

Would sing the blues if I could but I can't

Never was satisfied by the words I wrote

Always fantasize 'bout the braided rope

Maybe Hale Bopp was my only hope

My only hope, now I may never know

Never know

[Chorus]

I really don't ask for help

If I may bleed then leave me be

It's not for you

I let it all fall down on me

In search of home, I took a drink

To see the truth