The infection spreads

With existential dread

And I don't know what keeps me breathing

'Cause if I'm honest

Death seems appealing

My will to see tomorrow withers

'Cause I'm thinking of pills

Or maybe even a blade

That can end this haunting sickness

But You whisper in my ear

“Wait for the first light

'Cause I know the feel of defeat

So don't close your eyes”

Hold for the glow

Like a thief in the night it shatters the dark

Fight till the shadows surrender to the sun

Wait for first light

But underneath

I'm so unclеan

Not sure what I believе

And I'm not who I used to be

'Cause I'm losing control

Infested by a parasitic grief

Falling into deadly patterns

Show me something worth living for

'Cause the blade is crashing down

I'm torn to shreds

This life is a rude awakening

When you're running out

Of reasons to live

I've given up on me