[Verse 1]
I-i-i-ignorant bliss
I had that shit and now I sleep with broken innocence
And broken promises I never knew I made myself
On Bible Hill, I couldn't tell
A brand new shell to keep me well
After fan met shit
I tell myself, "Take advantage of your time"
I hold myself accountable of not doing that in time
I tell myself, "Get down to it, get to the rind"
It's for myself, make me proud, before I slip and die
[Pre-Chorus]
Because before it all went static, I took it all for granted
'Cause you don't know what you have until you don't have it
It's my bad habit from the old and young Abbott
But it all routes back from when I was a kid
[Chorus]
Bi-bi-bitch, I want it, bitch, I got it
Bitch, I had it, bitch, I lost it
Bitch, I felt it, bitch, I mourned it
Bitch, I miss it, I took it for granted
And I know what I'm talking 'bout, wait 'til you hear what happened
It won't be 'til you lose it all that you would understand it
Bitch, I want it, bitch, I got it
Bitch, I had it, bitch, I lost it
Bitch, I felt it, bitch, I mourned it
Bitch, I miss it, I took it for granted
And I know what I'm talking 'bout, wait 'til you hear what happened
It won't be 'til you lose it all that you would understand it
[Verse 2]
Tears behind my eye
But they never fell out, why?
I was taught that boys don't cry
So keep those feelings inside
My head filled with real bad vibes
They pests, get the pesticides
Best not me, myself and I
Overthink and can't decide
If I'd rather live or die
Let my memories fly by
Send my spirit to the sky
Sentimental suicide
Could I ever leave my guys
And girls waiting in this life?
They my team and they my pride
Couldn't leave them if I tried
Then I break down in sessions
Asking fate-related questions
Life has many intersections
Where it crosses up the essence
Of the good and bad intentions
That it made itself as lessons
Loves to twist up my intestines
But it's really hard to mention
Count your blessings
Heartbeat, and the shock could make it freeze
And the cold could make it bleed
And it's not afraid of me
So I went up to my head
Asked 'bout my future, what we see
Learned it's not worth being dead
But it's still gets hard not to think how—
[Chorus]
Bitch, I want it, bitch, I got it
Bitch, I had it, bitch, I lost it
Bitch, I felt it, bitch, I mourned it
Bitch, I miss it, I took it for granted
And I know what I'm talking 'bout, wait 'til you hear what happened
It won't be 'til you lose it all that you would understand it
Bitch, I want it, bitch, I got it
Bitch, I had it, bitch, I lost it
Bitch, I felt it, bitch, I mourned it
Bitch, I miss it, I took it for granted
And I know what I'm talking 'bout, wait 'til you hear what happened
It won't be 'til you lose it all that you would understand it
[Post-Chorus]
Because before it all went static, I took it all for granted
'Cause you don't know what you have until you don't have it
It's my bad habit from the old and young Abbott
But it all routes back from when I was a kid
[Outro]
(Kid, kid, kid, kid, kid, kid, kid)