During the lowest points of our lives

We think of how things would be different

If we tried

But right now I just need to see my friends

Honestly, i'm fucking dead without them

And again my heart has dropped to my feet

(My heart's dropped to my feet

It's dropped to my feet)

When I realized that I'm not what people

Think I should be

(I'm not what you think I am

I'll never be what you want me to be)

And again I can hardly fucking breathe

(I can't fucking breathe

Can't you fucking see?)

I've only got myself to blame

For this defeat

I can't compete

With defeat

"Tomorrow will be different"

(I can't compete)

"From now on I'll take those risks"

(I can't compete)

I say it over in my head

(I can't compete)

With a heart full of hope

And two clenched fists

This time

I'll try not

To fuck it up

But who am I kidding?

I've always lived this way

The air is getting colder

And this town isn't helping

It is such a fucking waste

When another day's

Another problem faced

Right now

I've got a song in my head

Right now

I've got a pen in my hand

Right now

I'm going to let it all out

And still they won't understand

I don't give a fuck

What anyone thinks

And I'm not sorry