Selfishly state that I'm afraid to leave

No longer confident you'll follow me

Honestly, this is what it's like on the other side

Of apathy

Reflecting nothing while you feel everything

Honestly, apologies are nothing

Looking back won't change anything

But this is not how you'd do things

If I'm distant, I know I've been quiet but

I'm busy digging through my head

Trying to find what I made myself forget

Pick back up where we left

Or leave the past where it is

Remember just enough to know how to forgive

No matter how this ends tonight you won't forget

How could you forget?

If you even look at me the same again

Selfishly state that I'm afraid to leave

No longer sure that you care if I stay