This feels like

A good floor to collapse to

I can't promise you I'd get up any time soon

Or if you'll know when I do

But you'll know just before I hit the ground

Not where but when

I shouldn't be here like this

Don't want to know where I am right now

Don't want to know who I am

Why can't I see myself

Down the line from this?

How far down before I see it as more than an option?

At least it's more, more than I've ever felt better about getting home alright

It's more that I

Can count on fingers

The reasons I'm still here

Still holding back just to get a reaction

When I cough it up to feet up on the pavement

Like it's what I've always wanted

[?] getting just what I asked for

Should I fall apart before I search for progress?

I'll get passed this

But for now I'll get lost in the moment

Don't want to know who I am

Why can't I see myself

Down the line from this?

How far down before I see it as more than an option?

At least it's more, it's more that I have trouble speaking about this

But it's fine

It wasn't worth stepping out tonight

It wasn't worth letting up

But it's fine

As my [?] go down with me tonight

It wasn't worth stepping out of line

Why can't I see myself

Down the line from this?