[Verse]

I know her love ain't real, just so vulnerable I let it doom me

Depression got me wanna die, so I take pills and nod off

When I sip on lean, treat it like groupie hoes and do the seal raw

My mama told me I'm a fiend not knowin' I'd die tryna get off

Seizures come with my withdrawals, body locked, couldn't breathe at all

Kept it to myself, I ain't tell y'all, Rod and JB the only ones I called

Woke up in the hospital room, overdosed, ain't know what to do

Dyin' inside, but pushin' through

'Member them times hangin' out the roof

GIA certified my tooth

She asked do I love her, I told her, "I do"

I asked does she love me, she told me, "Maybe"

Can't believe we lost that baby

Been through shit that was worse, I hate the fact it drive me crazy

Just 'round the same time I OD'd, she still don't know that that's what made me

Just 'round the same time she broke my heart, can't help think 'bout you daily

Oh, dealin' with pain, I can't take it, but I won't show it

Dead soul, internally bleeding from bein' scarred

Sent you a red rose, she know the meaning, I took her heart

Went through our old messages just to hear your voice

Love you to death, committin' suicide 'fore we ever divorce

Lovin' myself is impossible, never had no choice

Stand in the mirror, can't help but just hate what I see

Depression start takin' over, now hell where I wanna be

I've been sippin' on so much lean, I see this shit when I pee

They diss on Red, I start seein' red and then I just spin through the G

On so many pills I can't even see right

[?] I wanna be like

My phone dead, I can't find no C type

She don't wanna give me no hug, I don't give no fuck

I'm twenty-four, how the fuck I already done spent a million bucks?

And now with all my hoes, just like my G-lock, gotta let it show

Come here, baby, I ain't done talkin', don't you walk away from me

I need your love to feed my soul so you can't stay away from me

Not for too long, don't stay away for too long

Really rich, I be mixin' designer up with the Toulon

Their rent get spent on drip and drugs

Percocets, that's what I've been on

In your life, know you need a thug

Don't need good pussy, I might need a son

I killed a nigga in front my family, when you talk to me, bitch, watch your tone

Done ran my racks up, got my hats up, pussy, ain't never need no loan

Everything in life been real, this shit set in stone

He dissed like he was with it, twenty-five hunnid, he ain't make it home

I bought that boy life for cheap, cashed out JB, now he gone

Pay for two, get one for free, killin' shit get me in my zone

Stamp the bitch, he look at me wrong

Suck that dick, eat me off the bone

Fuck me good, I'll buy what you want

Plenty racks, I do what they don't

I do what they can't, broke

Hunnid racks, I spent that on bro

Hunnid racks, spent this shit 'bout me, 'fore I trip on money, I'm gon' make me some more

Six-figure child, I'll get that from a mixtape

I'm a rookie, you [?], now you missin'

Can't slip, pull up [?], lil' Rod on the same day

'Member my brodie kept it down the same way

Chewin' up pills and they all got the same taste

Swappin' bad hoes like they all got the same face

Twenty-five thousand, I made it in June, took the bros to the mall, spent forty the same day

Double back, they don't even know it's the same Drac'

'Bout a ho, never fuck twice in the same place

Flew me to Cali' to keep me out the trenches, shit ain't make a difference, still post in the gang way

Good in the trenches, get love from the block, just like rookie of the year in the hood on a game day

Ain't showin' no sympathy, I catch him lackin', the bitch'll get found with no face

Never slipped on a mission, that switch go glitchin' and I pull off quick with no trace

Only been home a minute and killed on two niggas for gettin' in my business, I don't play

Used to have a lil' stomach, but the way she ate up my children now I snatched off her whole waist

He ain't know it was comin', couldn't even do no runnin', just sat there like "Damn, no way"

Grrt, boom, crack his head like a vase

Tipped the ho and he went for the bait

Everytime I walk in a church, I hate it

I done talked to the devil in person, he told me we can work and I told his stupid ass, "Okay"

I ain't fuckin' 'less I'm on a Perc', lil' ho, I ain't thirsty, the fuck, you ain't even got no cake

I flexed with a bag, he flexed his bicep, we was talkin' 'bout weight

Tryna learn to just focus on me, when I step, I done left fuck niggas baked

They still think he missin', I like it that way 'cause I got lil' bro hid in a safe

Bro sippin' on syrup, ain't talkin' 'bout maple

Pop out, hear he rockin' Heron, this Bape

Two-fifty for albums, hunnid bands for tapes

5'7, but they know I'm bigger than an ape

Vindictive, I get niggas stabbed and raped

Came from nothin', how the fuck you gon' hate on me?

Good aim, I step shit from the three, say I won't talk to you crazy, I put on a leash

Murder school, I have somethin' I could teach

Flipped up, dropped a bag, killed the nigga that reached

In the mall, it was six niggas playin', on my dead brother grave, I'm the reason there's three left

When the opp nigga died, his lil' ass was a bum, the reason niggas smokin' like top shelf

There was six niggas playin', drive three to the grave, shit, I could've stepped on one myself

When I killed that nigga in front of my brother and sister, I ain't need no help

Ambidextrous, two broke knuckles in my right hand, I bet I'll just shoot it with my left

That's it