when does it end? - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

LA bars and your friends' backyards

All the houses on the hill

I see you there, see you everywhere

And I'm scared I always will

His hand's on my thigh and I'm faking a smile

Just in case you're looking at me

It's a punch to the gut, it's the deepest cut

It's a hell of a history

But when does it end? (When does it end?)

When every bone in my body tells me

We're not finished yet (Not finished yet)

'Cause we've said it's over over and over again

And the sickest part is half my heart

Hopes it lasts forever so we can be together

In the end (When does it end?)

But when does it end (When does it end?)

Your friends apologize, say you're such a good guy

But you're just not good with girls

And I stand real still so they think I'm chill

Even though you're my whole world

And I wore this dress 'cause you like me in red

Just in case you're looking at me

It's a star-crossed joke, it's the blade of hope

Going deeper than you see

But when does it end? (When does it end?)

When every bone in my body tells me

We're not finished yet (Not finished yet)

'Cause we've said it's over over and over again

And the sickest part is half my heart

Hopes it lasts forever so we can be together

In the end (When does it end?)

But when does it end (When does it end?)

Is it when the thought of you don't make me sick?

When I don't replay every time we've kissed?

When I see you out and don't give a shit?

Is that it?

Or does it end?

Is it when I kiss someone new right in front of your face?

When I don't slow down driving by your place?

Or are we more like time and space?

Do we ever end?

Does it ever end?

If so, when does it end?