Released on October 20, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Dear me, I confess, most days I'm a mess

I still act like I'm with it

But I'm all out of one more shots to give

They don't know about me or what's inside my head

But in the end, it's me alone staring at my phone


[Chorus 1]

How did it get so bad?

And does it sound crazy that I'd ask?

I really wanna know when it took its toll


[Verse 1]

Dear me, I'm not content

All these years and my nerves are spent

And I've tried to be patient

But why does it seem like I'll never make it?

Maybe I resеnt all the time in life I spеnt

Staring at this phone, feeling so alone


[Chorus 1]

How did it get so bad?

And does it sound crazy that I'd ask

I really wanna know when it took its toll


[Chorus 2]

How did it get so bad?

I know it sounds crazy that I'd ask

I really hope you know what's good for your soul, yeah


[Bridge]

Maybe we'll go on to be good for now

It's better than being nowhere, nowhere at all


[Pre-Chorus]

Dear me, I'll be fine

It's hard to leave what you love behind

Sometimes you know it's time to go


[Chorus 1]

How did it get so bad?

And does it sound crazy that I'd ask

I really wanna know when it took its toll


[Chorus 3]

How did it get so bad?

I know it sounds crazy that I'd ask

I really hope you know what's good for your soul

Good for your soul