Hostile surroundings, nourish-less soil

Taking its toll on my pride

Bittersweet feeling, devouring beast

Eating its way from the inside

[Chorus]

Poisoning whatever's on my mind (Denying me to prosper)

Closing in on all that lies behind (No use to fight this way)

I try to sleep, but nothing gets me by

(Repulsive) thorn inside me forcing me to lie

Regret the future, regret the future today

Thoughts are inutile, ready to strike

Building on hopeless betrayal

Bipolar issues sneaking my way

Knowing that I will fail

Ripping me up with its venomous fang

Prospering on my despair

Sharing its secrets of pain yet to come

And no one but me can hear

Parasite of my desire to live

Controlling when I suffocate

Leaching on beauty, nothing to give

Converting it into pure hate

[Chorus]

Poisoning whatever's on my mind (Denying me to prosper)

Closing in on all that lies behind (No use to fight this way)

I try to sleep, but nothing gets me by

(Repulsive) thorn inside me forcing me to lie

Regret the future, regret the future today