[Verse]

Wondering how a nigga heart got cold I was on my own bare foot through the snow

No one ever gave me silly keys to any door

Always was a soldier in all of my wars, I got niggas now, and they’re ready with arms

Break through your defenses with force like a charm

When I pull up I appear like magic

Niggas wanna see if their day will end tragic

Put me in a pit way I soar, I'm Aladdin

Always in my zone when there's money I'm racking

Thought I would lose that idea I'm trashing

Niggas get jealous, so I always gotta watch em

Having conversations with God like the pope

Only one that knows how many times I lost hope

Every new day its new problems to face

I should stare into the mirror but I'ma moving in haste

Take a look at my hands, they're beginning to shake

Take a look at my mind I don't know its new shape

I've been trying to keep together but I know I'm bouta break

Feeling like all that I'm surrounded by is fake

Ears to the ground have a history with snakes

Pedal to the metal ride life no brakes

Fuck all my feelings I don't even feel awake

Niggas talk shit put my actions in your face

No cap but your bitch finds me captivating

Didn't even react when her ass was shaking

Make a nigga move cause there's move

I'm making

Life fighting wars pussy boy I can't fold

String got thin got a bar no hold

Way I said those words ain't no way she not sold

Up in her pussy that's when I became bold

Always keep it real, so I'm far from frauds

Shining with no ice cause my mind got gold

Hiding all my pain in some shit I got rolled

[Bridge]

Haunting, haunting darkness haunting, haunting me

Tryna stay strong feel like the whole worlds falling on me

Haunting, haunting darkness haunting, haunting me

Tryna stay strong feel like the whole worlds falling on me

[Chorus]

You said that would be down for me

But you never are around to stay down with me

Fucked up know that's the me you hate to see

But when I'm fucked that's the me I like to be

You said that would be down for me

But you never are around to stay down with me

Fucked up know that's the me you hate to see

But when I'm fucked that's the me I like to be