Released on September 18, 2018

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[Verse 1: L.E.J.R]

I’ve been tryn to figure this gravity

So I can escape it

Spent so long with pounds on my shoulders

Imagine this weightless

Not used to these heights, these falls, this atmospheres pressure

But I can’t live without it, in the air I breathe

A chooser or begger?

Light as a falling feather

Still under clouds and weather

Shining, no one to see it

Tree falling, what sound?

Never made waves, crashing forever

I’m stuck writing these letters

One day I’ll look down remember

When my biggest fan was in the mirror

The only one listening

Ever since my heart beat its been there

Before I knew my own name, took any of the blame, we all knew it was perfectly fair

Numb to it, so normal that we stopped to ever really care

Forgot about it completely, then we looked up and couldn’t help staring

One night, I got ahead of myself saw my reflection so scared

The sun came up how could I forget this gravity we bare

My soul always stuck to the floor

Music lift me begging for more

One day I’ll find what this for

But I’m pulled down nothing in store


[Verse 2: L.E.J.R]

All this is free to you, nothing but a click a view

Time is money, I lost so much

Cost priceless, what I lose

No change in my altitude

All in my head, I’m going under

I’m drowning I can’t handle all these cold sunless summers

But I’m just an artist in my room

A mystery with no clues

I’ve always dealt with this weight

Never fought it since that first day

Now I’m trying to get up and move

Chase what’s so close yet so far

These pounds that I can’t lose

Trying to break free with these bars

That make up my prison, listen

Never knew we was stuck here till I tried to leave

The moment I started writing, making beats

The moment I lost myself, L.E.J.R. conceived

A new born child, so timid and mild

Scared to see past his eyelids for the first time

While he has to believe

Or he’ll drift in the breeze

My faith was so weak

Buried alive

I never could breathe

All time low

While chasing the stars

What would I know?

I was 15

Wise fool, with a big dream

Growing pains put on a show, someday change


[Verse 3: L.E.J.R]

All I do is levitate

Most of you just can’t relate

What it’s like down there? Just wait

Till the end for heavens gates

I’ve never been one for patience

Everything is better now, I love just to taste it

While you day dreaming, I’m reigning on your parade top the clouds

Up here, way above you so profound

My time isn’t wasted

I hear angels singing so loud

Yet everything upside down

What I won’t show is that they screaming

So high, still feeling old demons

I’m still stuck under ground

Sometimes I think before I speak

(Feel before I think)

My mind is everywhere I ain’t be

My heart is in the right place but I lost it

Caught up in gravity just keep walking

Nothing to say but I keep talking

Reminiscing of days, thought I was stuck in a cage

Thought I was locked in

Now that I’m chasing the stars, I’m finding more darkness

Into these songs I put my whole heart

And It’s like L.E.J.R. robbed it

Why is this world so endless, yet I feel so boxed in?

Why are the stars so high, and this where we started?

This is a coffin


[Verse 4: L.E.J.R]

I been tryn to figure this gravity so I can escape it

Spend so long with pounds on my shoulders

To one day be weightless

But one day is forever away

My future looking so vague

What’s right? What’s wrong? How long until I stop seeing grey?

Alone trying to escape

Maybe my dreams one day fade

Alone trying to escape

This gravity in my veins

Alone tryn to escape

And so I get down and pray

Alone tryn to escape

This gravity in my veins