INDIFFERENT - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Stephen is a silhouette of what he used to be

He was like the heroes on the movie screen

Then something happened when he lost his family

A little bit of him died

Now he's just one man in a king-sized bed

Sold the minivan for a new Corvette

He keeps seeing people in the corner of his eye

What do you want from me?

Why are you taunting me?

Is it God or the devil that is haunting mе?

Why's it so hard to tell if you wish me well

Or arе harvesting my soul to drag me down to hell?

I'm indifferent, I like me better when I don't listen

Sara's partner lived life full throttle

Sara's partner had a problem with the bottle

But on the weekend he would lead a congregation

And Sara didn't want to ruin all of their faith

So she kept the façade up, slept with a monster

He'll repent in the process, she'd tell he was honest

She'd run to the mall and go spend all their dollars

She'd empty their coffers, not a penny for vodka (Woah)

Shadow at the shops followed her home

A fleeting feeling that the pharisee had no hope

'Cause manipulative men don't relinquish control

When they have a band of loyal followers by their throat (Woah)

But Sara felt she was called by God to save him

The only person who had half the heart to change him (Woah)

While they provided tithes for his lies

She would cry ever high in the night

What do you want from me?

Why are you taunting me?

Is it God or the devil that is haunting me?

Why's it so hard to tell if you wish me well

Or are harvesting my soul to drag me down to hell?

I'm indifferent, I like me better when I don't listen

What are these things you say?

Is it a test of faith or am I confusing grandiosity with grace?

Am I delusional to want to change the world?

What's the point if it's eroding all of my self-worth?

I'm indifferent, I like me better when I don't listen