(Prehook)
I pull from -depression
And it only seems to make my feelings fade
Fade
(Hook)
Cause I've been broke and
Depressed and I need something that can pull myself away
From every text and every message I left open
And you think
That I’m the one for you but if you only knew I'm not that great
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Yeah that great
(Verse 1)
I don't want No apologies
Whole lotta reasons that I don’t wanna see You but there's gotta be
Something that drew us like a sketch artist after robberies
Cause part of me is wishing that you'd get hit by a car or 3 And yet the other half just couldn't get you off my mind with a lobotomy
You stabbed me in the chest hole-heartedly
But you or me? It was little bits of both
You would never agree but I'd say you did the most
And you're tellin' all your friends what I'm tellin’ all my bros
That I left you in the dust so you’re fighting on your own
Now I'm reading every comment you reply on every post
And I know you do the same with fake accounts I wouldn’t know
You were never in the mood and I was always on the road
Maybe if we got back we could fix whatevers broke
And get under control cause
(Hook)
Cause I've been broke and
Depressed and I need something that can pull myself away
From every text and every message I left open
And you think
That I'm the one for you but if you only knew I'm not that great
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Don’t wanna leave you but it's better off this way
(Bridge)
And I hope you're feelin' lost
But it's better off this way
Say you knew it all along
But it's better off this way
I ain't sayin' I was wrong
But it's better off this way
But I know I played a part
But it's better off this-
(Verse 2)
It's better off this way isn't it
Do I miss you? Okay a little bit but I ain't cavin' into it
Hate admitting that There ain't a minute where
I ain't afflicted by the days where things were different
The time I waste rememberin' Is magnificent
And pages of messages Are causing pain and it's evident Inside my penmanship
Acting like I'm the one when I know you ain't into it
Claimin' that I never payed attention as if That would've made a difference
Rain drizzlin'
In this Game you're winning and I wear my Heart on my sleeve and every day you slit my wrist
But I don't know what imma do if I can't get a handle on these emotions
Maybe I just need a moment
All the people that I feel the closest to will bleed the most And I Never thought you'd be an opponent
When it comes to hearts you have a Habit of leaving em broken but wait
WAIT WAIT WAIT
Every date I would be late?
WAIT WAIT
That was never the case
Yeah let's have a debate
WAIT WAIT WAIT
Never gon' change
Separate ways
It was all me? Gimme a break cause
(Hook)
Cause I've been broke and
Depressed and I need something that can pull myself away
From every text and every message I left open
And you think
That I'm the one for you but if you only knew I'm not that great
-
Yeah that Great
(Never be the same)
(Verse 3)
Yeah in our last fight you got a hold of my collarbone and tried to break it
Knocked me cold, so I stalked your phone, and watched but you turned off location
On the road, like a cop patrols, I see your tracks but cannot trace it
All alone, I lost my soul and lost my patience
Cause we're not perfect- But we could be
Somethin' more than arguments and fights if you look deep
I don't think you really wanna move across the country
Wish I would've known before that you were such a crook thief
One look in my face was all you did and it just took me
Now I'm on the road and I feel I'm Better off alone
-
But if you change your mind then you should head on home