Released on October 20, 2018

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I dedicate this song to my youngest two sisters..

(Hook) (x2)

It's okay to think Positive

Don't dwell up in the past

Cuz we got Emotional when times get rough

It's okay to think Positive

Everyone makes mistakes and the only one you can save is yourself

(Verse 1)

Every morning I look in the mirror and I question all my fears

Think about stuff that I did or what I hid throughout the years

I wonder if God understands me?

I wonder if he gets angry whenever I disobey

And make choices that's so uncanny

Like having sex with no jimmy

Or making threats about killing

Or lying about how I'm feeling

To people and looking silly

Is why I be conflicted, struggling with my image

In this Era of Perception, cuz I don't even trust niggas

Enough to give you a glimpse

That's why the pen is working to give you some hints

That I'm a Mutha-Fuckin-Soldier

With a cold shoulder, holla at me when the show is over

And I'll show ya exactly what I'm made of

I got that Iron, Zinc, Copper, and Manganese

I spit that Calcium too, I don't create disease

I feel the power of my Protons while blocking Neutrons

Won't get no discount through my own mind without the coupons

This nigga clever ain't he?

Maybe I'm not

Maybe I'm just too full of myself

Maybe I need to stop

Maybe I need to re-evaluate the way that I think

I don't know, we'll see

(Hook)

(Verse 2)

Jada-Wayda what up sis?

Love ya sis

The youngest of the four of us

Don't miss the chance to cherish this

I remember when you was born, you would cry, you would cry

And I always wanted a brother so I can't lie, I would sigh

But here you are, years passed

I get use to your funny laugh

You think everything is a joke

I swear I never see you sad

And that's a blessing, cuz life is hard, life is cruel, life is rude

I hate I have to tell you that but I'm your brother, I pursued

Everything I wanted in life, feeling unhappy

Because the only thing I wanted in life was to be rapping

And what hurts me most is not getting support from those I love

So I kept the pain inside me bottled up just like a drug

And I say that to say this

Who cares what people think

You gotta live your life for you so wash those haters in the sink

Cuz you a Queen baby, you a Queen baby

(Hook)

(Verse 3)

Jamiyah-Pia the fire of my desires

I would be a liar if I didn't say you inspired I

You remind me so much of myself when I was younger

Your stubborn, sometimes it's okay I see your hunger

Your pride and ego gets in the way when in front of people

You are a leader, I'm big brother but just know I need ya

To be there for your sister, and look after your mother

Cuz ya momma still thinks she living her younger days

I'm amazed at your intelligence and your loving ways

And that's beautiful to me

You were brought in this world to be who you want to be

So cherish it

I love you

(Hook)