Verse (LeftLukas)

I've changed

I got my life back rearranged

In a positive way

Overcame what I was afraid of

Weight loss

Til the point where I say

That it's kinda strange looking at a different face

Yeah it ain't easy to demolish what you've once maintained

Not to forget the chunks remained in the songs I play

Beginning of the year I was ready for a retrain

But at the moment didn't know who I'll became

In a positive way

In a positive way

Maybe I was blinded by positivity's grace

Cause I thought positivity could last as long as I pray til the fist of time knocks you out and changes the game

I ain't negative

I ain't depressive

All I want is bringing answers to those fucking questions

All I want is learn how to get outside this section

All I internalized is stop talking and rather take action

Action!

Get it: If there isn't a director then I yell it

But I have to take care of what could turn into panic

Stuff in timeouts for the energy I need to replenish

Yeah I promised I won't cancel training

Even I would rather do

Even I would rather show a middle finger to this fucking school sometimes

But I also promised that I wanna be a role model for our youth

So hungry that it led to famine

I know that's scary

Try to reflect more but amazing things becoming ordinary

Struggling with arguments that turned out to be contrary

Let it rain inside cause my throat feels dryer than death valley

The more I grind the more of these thoughts bloom

The longer I'm inside of this storm the more I consume

I've stopped assuming that I'm aware of the truth

Many doors many rooms