Disassociate from my mind that plagues my every day

Constantly changing ongoing thoughts to find my happy place

I refuse to make amends

I'm done with this torture and I’m begging for all the pain to end

The price of death has me stuck

Trying to run from this grave that I’ve dug

I never once pictured god above

Drowning in fear feeling stuck in this rut

Repent to the god that never answered shit

We’re so fucking blind, why does no one seem to question it?

I’m so sick of everyone asking me about a situation of what is lеft of me

Give it to me straight, am I thе root of the problem?

I can’t seem to find my way out of

Misanthropic mindsets are embedded inside of me

I need to get a handle on my psyche

I can’t feel my heart beat

Feeling like I struggle to know who

I’m begging for escape

Just want to feel alive

Disassociate from my mind that plagues my every day

Constantly changing ongoing thoughts to find my happy place

I refuse to make amends

I'm done with this torture and I’m begging for all the pain to end

The price of death has me stuck

Trying to run from this grave that I’ve dug

I never once pictured god above

Drowning in fear, feeling stuck in this rut

Take whatever is left of me

Let me down so the cycle repeats

Since the start of the day there was no evil to spread

I never wanted to let you see the words that I say

I know I never will

Trying to feel okay

I wasn’t done with my actions, I’m sentenced to decay