[Hook]

Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead

Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead

Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die

Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why

Same game but I'm gonna reset it

And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it

So you say I've got a fucked up aura

You just remain innocent, I fucked up for ya

[Verse 1]

Forrest Gump, I'm in it for the long run

Feels like time's suspended while the song runs

The Earth's freezing, so quiet I can hear a bird sneezing

But I'm freezing out here, but I'm tryin'a make it a different season out here

What's your reason out here?

I wrote a few new campfire chants

Guaranteed to make a few vampires dance

Damn right anti-stab

Meet at the camp side as I burn my advance

On the curb by the branch till it burns right to ash

Booked to the future but learned by my past

Tell the world I am mad and we're not on speaking terms

Maybe in a week I learn, lately I've been needing a burg

Going crazy I'mma need some church

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

Now I lay myself down to sleep

At thirty-thousand feet, the Earth's down beneath

What I'm looking around to see

I parachute miles above the clouds

I'm coming down smarting up before I dumb it down

Centrum, depends on the ground, how far it gets, how hard I hit

Tic toc and you don't stop or we can go up at a friend that I quit now won't cop

Tic tic or you don't quit

Today I owe my dealer and a friend made a bet with a whole lot

Quit tryin'a figure out what changes people

I say famous egos go to nameless zeros

In a race against time and I don't even know what I'm running for

I'm just doing it cause I'm fucking bored

No reason to lie, give me one of yours

Try cover up my lies, no cover tour

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Here's where Copy goes beserk, hold your perks

Now only being sober works, oh for sure

Next week you'll be phoning jerks

Check out what the price goes for perps

Maybe but uhh, what if I'm wrong, what if you're right

Pat yourself on the back and get my butt up to fight

I won't shut up in life I know too well what struggle is like

Go change you, I got angels

My dad is a left, my mother's a right

Dad's left cause he left and my mother was right

She told me "never quit" you'll discover the light

Remember the end of the tunnel with the sun in my sight

I see clearly when I'm deep in thought she hears me

And she talks back to me, it's no weird theory

I'm just waiting to meet up with her with no clock

To the to the tic tic you don't stop

[Hook]